I'm just going to leave that there.
And say that until today I have been making myself crazy with negative thoughts and anxiety about things in my life. Today, it turned over. It's not all of a sudden rainbows and butterflies, but I just said to myself, "Self, just let it go. It is what it is."
There may be crappy things going on around me, but I am in control of how I interact with them and how much I freakin' torture myself about them.
I have been wracked with anxiety lately, feeling sick and crazed and just wanting to up and leave. But today, I just surrendered.
Isn't that such an obnoxious thing to say?
Oh well, I'm happy about it.
It's not the most positive universe to be living in right now, but I'm not going to fill my own head with negative shit all day any more.
And that will have to do.
(Isn't being a working adult the
(Don't you hate super vague blog posts?!)