This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: The 4th HP book and just rented The Last Six Million Seconds by John Burdett so I need to read that before it expires.

Writing: This blog post and that's it. Maybe I'll actually step away from the damn computer today after this.

Listening: To old Project Runway episodes on Hulu (when I'm sitting at the computer, I always have something playing in the background), and Mike watching soccer in the other room while the dogs sleep.

Eating:  Coffee and delicious zucchini bread that Mike bought at the farmer's market that takes place every week on the grounds of his new office. How cute is it that there is an on-site farmer's market??

Wishing/Hoping:  For things to fall into place. I need to find a job, figure out where we're going to live, get a new place, and leave this place, all without inconveniencing anyone too much. Pipe dream?

Wearing: Black leggings and a blue racer back tank.

Loving: That Mike's first week at his new job went so well and that I'm finally able to help out a lot in our house now that Mike is busy (being the wife of someone with OCD can make you feel reallllly useless sometimes).

Wanting:  The usual - a job and some security/clarity and for my anxiety to lessen. Also, this super cute cell phone case, this unique white midi skirt, my hair to look like this every day (not gonna happen), and a place to wear this amazing jumpsuit.

Needing: To get up, go to the gym, make Mike scones for breakfast next week, and then take some time to read my book.

Feeling: Tired and anxious...the usual. Maybe one day I won't type that on here? Hopefully?

Clicking:  Filing my webcert for unemployment, Pinterest for new ab moves at the gym today, Hulu for noise in the background, and clicking on the 800 job announcement emails I get every day.

A couple other things...

The worst thing about Mike's new super long schedule is having to work out alone. I've never been good at working out, so going with Mike was a lot of motivation. It is nice that I can go during the day and have the apartment gym to myself though.

When having dinner waiting for my husband, you also need to do up a dessert plate. He's on a s'more kick lately after we went "camping" so this is what he had waiting for him Thursday night.

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: I'm still reading the third HP book. I've been really slacking on reading lately because I've been spending all my time panic applying for jobs and styling for clients.

Writing: This blog post and some email checking up on jobs I applied for.

Listening: To Bachelorette on Hulu (I finally caved/got bored enough and started watching it...oh man it's bad this season), to the rain outside, and to Mike talking to the dogs while they relax and watch him read in the other room.

Eating:  Just coffee now, but I'm so excited for the scones from Reynolds Tavern that I know are sitting in my fridge thanks to my dad and step-mom. Yum!

Wishing/Hoping:  For someone to give me a damn job and for Mike's commute to go well tomorrow.

Wearing: Pink shorts, a white tank top, and a leopard print cardigan.

Loving: That we had a fun, quick trip to Annapolis yesterday to celebrate Mike and that I have an interview next week!

Wanting:  The usual - a job and some security/clarity. But also these red loafers, this haircut (I know I know), this onesie and the fat baby to go in it.

Needing: To get up and shower, do some styling, and get my butt to the gym.

Feeling: Tired and anxious...the usual.

Clicking:  This blog, lookbooks on Keaton Row, Pinterest to get inspiration from my client's boards, MD Unemployment to file my webcert, and all the email alerts with jobs I can apply for.

A couple other things...

Love our new G we got from Anthropology in Baltimore. I love my last initial even if it does make my initials spell vag.

Mike enjoying his half day of unemployment on Friday. AKA an excuse to show a good arm picture of my husband on the internet.

Annapolis, I love you.

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: During my trip, I read a biography of Marilyn Monroe written by Gloria Steinem which was really interesting and horribly sad, I also read the 4th and final book in the Giver Quartet which was great, and two Harry Potter books. Now, I'm reading the third HP book because it's summer and that's what we do in my house.

Writing: This blog post, cover letters, resumes and e-mails to my styling clients.

Listening: To Mike watching Star Wars cartoons and the pups sleeping. It's definitely a lazy Sunday over here. I took a shower halfway through this blog post and now I'm listening to Mike vacuuming up an old barf stain we found on one of our chairs. Glamorous this life is.

Eating:  So far today, I've had two slim fast shakes, a nectarine, some water, some coffee, and a cheese stick. I keep snatching sour watermelon candies when I walk by the kitchen too.

Wishing/Hoping:  For someone to give me a damn job.

Wearing: Nike black capris, a purple sports bra, and a tank. 

Loving: That Mike got a great job and that we are one step closer to getting what we want.

Wanting:  The usual - a job and some security. But also this hair color, this DVF maxi dress,  this awesome wallpaper, and this super cute blazer.

Needing: To get up and shower and then apply for yet more jobs.

Feeling: Tired and anxious.

Clicking:  This blog, lookbooks on Keaton Row, Pinterest to get inspiration from my client's boards, and my e-mails to go through all the job listings I was sent while I was out of town.

A couple other things...

I went through old photo albums while at my mom's house and this photo made my sister die laughing because she looks adorable and I look like a possessed doll with no neck.

I can't help but take tons of pictures of my mom's dog because she is just so muppety.

We finally visited Baltimore and the view from our hotel room was to die for.

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: Just finished The Messenger and am now reading the first Harry Potter. Once a year, every summer, Mike and I re-read all the HPs and then watch the movies. Because we're nerds, but it's okay.

Writing: This blog post and and working on lookbooks for my styling clients.

Listening: To Mike watching soccer and eating grapes while the dogs nap with him.

Eating:  Nothing, but think I might go snag a nectarine from the fridge in a minute. Fun fact: I only eat rock hard fruits. I really hate mushy anything. Mike thinks it's disgusting.

Wishing/Hoping:  For my anxiety to lessen. I'm having not a great day today when it comes to anxiety. Unemployment issues online and talking about where to live/work/cars to buy. Ugh.

Wearing: A robe, I just got out of the shower.

Loving: That the US is doing so well in the World Cup. It's been so fun to watch and enjoy their story.

Wanting:  The usual - a job and some security. But also this amazing jumpsuit, this awesome Game of Thrones tee, and one of these amazing floral monograms in the letter G.

Needing: To get up and get ready to go to Mike's game.

Feeling: Tired and anxious.

Clicking:  Keaton Row making lookbooks, my client's Keep and Pinterest accounts, and USAjobs.

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: Got an email this morning that the library has my digital copy of the 3rd Giver Quartet book ready so I'll start that today. Yay!

Writing: This blog post and e-mails to my styling clients and in a couple minutes, I need to start writing the grocery list.

Listening: To Mike playing his video game and the pugs walking around to find comfy beds to lay in.

Eating:  Only coffee so far, have to go make my shake in a minute.

Wishing/Hoping:  For my anxiety to lessen. I have been such an anxious wreck lately and it's annoying.

Wearing: Grey lounge pants and a blue racer back tank both from Forever 21.

Loving: That there is another US game today and that it's not going to be crazy hot and sunny during Mike's soccer games.

Wanting:  The usual - a job and some security. But also this ampersand necklace, these awesome sparkly shoes, and this adorable town home in Alexandria.

Needing: To get up and make my shake and get working on the grocery list.

Feeling: Tired and anxious.

Clicking:  Filing my webcert for unemployment, making lookbooks for clients through Keaton Row, Twitter, Weather.com, and Amazon.

A couple other things...

Mike was home sick all week and I walked out one afternoon to find him and Tuffy lying like this. Just a couple of lazy pugs.

One of the best things about working from home? Mike bringing me espresso when the report is making me sleepy.

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: Still reading David Cross' book which is hilarious and trying to find something to read next that will go quickly and be entertaining. I'm #4 in line for The Messenger through my local library so hopefully that gets available soon. 

Writing: This blog post and that's it. I'm so tired today, I can barely be bothered to do this.

Listening: To Mike watching the World Cup on tv and the dogs snoring around us.

Eating:  Just ate half an avocado as a snack. Delish.

Wishing/Hoping:  For things to work out. That's all I can ask for right now.

Wearing: Pink long pj shorts (the least sexy shorts in the world, I tell ya'), a white tank, and a leopard print cardigan. I look super sexy.

Loving: That Sunday mean soccer day, that we're going to the pool in between games today, that we are going to this in a couple days, that Anthony Bourdain was on the nerdist and he was awesome, and that these workout tanks are so cheap at Old Navy right now.

Wanting:  The usual - a job and some security. But also this cute shirt, this plaid dress, and another plate of lamb like I ate last night from here.

Needing: To get up and drink some water and then get ready for the pool. Sunscreen Valerie, sunscreen!

Feeling: Super super super sleepy.

Clicking:  Filing my webcert for unemployment, editing blog pictures, and checking out my Amazon wishlist to remove things that are sold out.

A couple other things...

Monica and I went for a sail yesterday and it was pretty darn great. Minus the crazy waves. Those were scary.

Can I spend every lunch break here, please?

Styling for a recent client that I super loved. Pieces available for purchase here.

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: Just finished Gathering Blue (the second book in the Giver series) and The Fault in Our Stars because I had to see what all the hype was about (teeeearrrrrsss) and am currently reading David Cross' book I Drink For A Reason which is effing hilarious.

Writing: This blog post and that's it. Nothing going on today. I almost sent a really whiny panic attacky email last night to an old coworker as I was having an anxiety attack about getting laid off and couldn't sleep, but I didn't. Do you ever get over the guilt of being laid off and worrying about being hated at your old job? I'm waiting to get over it...

Listening: To Mike making his delicious scrambled eggs that I can't partake in (stupid diet) and a rerun of House playing on Netflix.

Eating:  A shake for breakfast (I say again, stupid diet) and will follow it up with some fruit in a minute.

Wishing/Hoping:  That something Mike really wants happens and that those ground floor apartments at the Navy Yard with the tiny little yards were affordable for us (they aren't, but a girl can dream).


Wearing: Pink long pj shorts (the least sexy shorts in the world, I tell ya'), a white tank, and a leopard print cardigan. I look super sexy.

Loving: That Sunday mean soccer day, that we're going to the pool in between games today, that we are going to this in a couple days, that Anthony Bourdain was on the nerdist and he was awesome, and that these workout tanks are so cheap at Old Navy right now.

Wanting:  A job and some future security are what I always want, but on a more shallow note...this whole outfit, this amazingly nerdy embroidery hoop, and this super cute dress.

Needing: To do our cardio today (I think we're opting for a lonnnng walk on the base instead of running because I am lazy and Mike has two soccer games today), to take a shower, to clean up my pile of clothes in the bedroom, and to take photos for the blog.

Feeling: Sleepy and anxious. I didn't sleep well last night and I can't shake my anxiety from before I fell asleep. Going to take it easy today and try to think happy thoughts.

Clicking:  Filing my webcert for unemployment (I never remember to do this until I start this blog post btw) and not much else. Time to get off my butt and go for a walk.

A couple other things...

It was Negroni Week! We celebrated several times, of course.

First pool visit of the summer, huzzah!

The only good thing about being on a diet is the excuse to eat tons of fruit. Nectarine and watermelon bowls are my fave right now.

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: Just finished The Ocean at the End of the Lane and it was so weird and sad and good. I'm still reading the fifth Outlander book and need to start something new today that I can get through quickly since the Outlander books take so long to get through. 

Writing: This blog post. I'm still too sleepy to do much else.

Listening: To Mike watching a soccer game and that's it. Both the pups are fast asleep after a long weekend at the kennel.

Thinking: That I'm super sleepy and wish I had slept in more.

Smelling:  The coffee I'm drinking right now.

Wishing:  That all my extra working out would make me a littttle smaller, not just stronger.

Hoping: For everything that's coming up to go smoothly. Lots going on, lots of changes happening...eeek!

Wearing: Green and white striped pj shorts from Target and a white tank top. (The wonderful #YesAllWomen hashtag is the reason I didn't call this tank top a wife beater just then. Because, we shouldn't and it's gross and everyone needs to read some of those tweets this morning.)

Loving: That Mike has today off and that the only items on my to-do list are to fax some documents and go to the gym. And that my legs were so sore yesterday after this crazy work out video my step-mom had me do with her. I love feeling sore.

Wanting:  To feel less anxious and to lose some weight.

Needing: More money and stability for my future.

Feeling: Twitchy. You know, where you want something to happen, but are not sure what and you just want to break out and run? But not in a bad way. I can't describe it.

Clicking:  Reddit, Bloglovin, Twitter, GoodReads, and Amazon.

A couple other things...

I have a tradition of taking this picture after we pick up our pups from the kennel when we've been out of town. Gizmo always spends the car ride on Mike's lap and he looks so happy and content the whole time. I hate kenneling the dogs!

And don't forget to enter my awesome giveaway going on now here!

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: Just finished The Giver in a day because it's super short and an easy read. Just started The Ocean at the End of the Lane and still reading Fiery Cross.

Writing: Just this blog post and thassit. My brain is tired today.

Listening: It's actually pretty silent in here right now. Both dogs are asleep, Mike is at a soccer game, and nothing is going on outside.

Thinking: That today is going to be a long day.

Smelling:  The toothpaste I just used.

Wishing:  That today was a better day. I'm in a mood, can't ya' tell?

Hoping: For a new job and for this gorgeous weather to stick around.

Wearing: Gap cut off jean shorts (the ones that used to be too big for me, le sigh), a flowy navy racer back tank from Forever21, an owl necklace my sister bought me, a leopard cardigan from Forever21 because it's chilly in here, and a leather wrap bracelet my sister also bought me. Thanks Loo!

Loving: The lowfat popcorn Mike bought me. Yum yum yum.

Wanting:  To feel less fussy.

Needing: Can't think of anything. I guess that's good?

Feeling: FUSSY.

Clicking:  Just this right now, but I need to entertain myself until my Skype date at 1:00.

A couple other things...

The pups and I enjoyed laying on the grass in the sunshine earlier in the week. Unemployment doesn't always suck...

Some tasty beers outside in Leonardtown yesterday with Mike.

Last night we sat outside, had a tasty dinner, and enjoyed listening to Landing Mary, it was a great Southern MD night for sure.

And don't forget to enter my awesome giveaway going on now here!

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: The Fiery Cross which is the 5th Outlander book? I think? I also just rented The Giver from the library and can't wait to start that. I'm still not reading enough, but we've been going to bed really early and I read while Mike sleeps. Hashtag old people.

Writing: Blog posts and googling shit. 

Listening: To Mike playing Hobbit Legos in the other room. Most romantic anniversary gift ever, right?

Thinking: That we forgot to take our 3rd year anniversary photos, whoops. Gotta keep that tradition up!

Smelling:  My coffee.

Wishing:  For my lady times to go away. Overshare? Too damn bad, my guts hurt today.

Hoping: That I get a good job and can keep up my good exercise habits.

Wearing: I'm breaking my non-pj streak on here. Right now I'm wearing grey F21 lounge pants, a teal tank top from VS that says "just married" on it, a grey JCrew cardigan, and slippers. Sexy!

Loving: That I have a husband who always supports me when I need to lose weight or change my lifestyle even though he is naturally super thin. Also loving that we had such an amazing workout yesterday.

Wanting:  For my guts not to hurt so bad so I can work out today.

Needing: To get in the shower so I can be ready for Mike's game in time.

Feeling: Happy and also....what's a word for overtly feminine in a period-y way??

Clicking:  Amazon to search for the shampoo I want.

A couple other things...

It's funny how quickly we've gotten used to these notices. The first time we got one after we'd moved here completely freaked us out. Tornado? We don't have those in southern California! Now we're just like, "Oh well, we'll just wait to take the dogs out until it's over."

This is what happens when you try to take a selfie with a corgi. He will mouth rape you.

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: Nothing, I really need to pick up reading again!

Writing: E-mails, blog posts, and our grocery list for the week.

Listening: To Mike watching soccer in the other room.

Thinking: That I need to lose some g-damn weight.

Smelling:  My hairspray.

Wishing:  For a job and ten less pounds on my fat ass.

Hoping: That it's not too windy outside today during Mike's soccer games.

Wearing: Two This Sunday Currently posts in a row not wearing pj pants...huzzah! Right now I'm wearing some old Gap jean shorts (old because they are my only shorts that fit, ahem), a yellow and blue striped J.Crew top, clear drop earrings, and a brown wrap bracelet.

Loving: That we have had such a great weekend so far.

Wanting:  Motivation.

Needing: To lose some weight (this post has a theme) and to go put makeup on.

Feeling: Sleepy, chubby, and happy.

Clicking:  Gmail to send some e-mails, Revolt to work on my detox for next week, Reddit because duh, and Facebook.

A couple other things...

On Friday, we met my dad and step-mom in Annapolis for the day. Since we got there early, we stopped in to Dry 85 for some delicious cocktails. Cannot wait to come back here and try more.

Yesterday, we spent the day at Jubilee Farms to celebrate the blessing of the vines for Slack Winery. I still cannot believe we live so close to beautiful farms like this. So gorgeous.

This Sunday Currently

Currently I am...

Reading: The 5th Outlander book and thinking of starting something else on the side. I got this recently because I just love musicals and Rent so much and figure it will be a quick read.

Writing: This blog post and not much else. 

Listening: To Mike watching soccer in the other room. In a bit, I'll be listening to nothing but an empty house when Mike leaves for his first of two soccer games he's playing in today. I guess I should read or watch a movie? Lazy Sunday, engage!

Thinking: That I should get off my ass and take a shower....it is almost 11:00...

Smelling:  Nothing, per uge. 

Wishing:  For a job and clarity.

Hoping: That I will make good decisions.

Wearing: Pajama pants...like always...

Loving: That my hair is finally growing out. I just really noticed this yesterday and I'm so excited (hashtag I have so little going on in my life right now).

Wanting:  For this damn cough to go away.

Needing: To feel better so I can start working out again.

Feeling: Coughy, sleepy, and lazy.

Clicking:  MD Unemployment to file my weekly webcert, Weather.com to dissappoint myself about the rain tomorrow, and J.Crew to decide whether or not to buy those two sweaters that are on super sale.

A couple other things...

Sometimes I lay on the floor to read because I don't want to disturb the dogs. Who owns who in this house?

My TBT photo this week makes me laugh so hard. I look like a doll in this so much.

We bought Tuffy a new giant dog bed so he would stop stealing Gizmo's. I think he likes it...